my sister was annoying me so i started asking her what r u doing incessantly to annoy her n cuase i wanted 2 know n my mom reacted immediately v angry so i kept doing it v passive aggressive but i thought well i thought a lot i thought that about all the ways you could say what r u doing like if u were in a bank robbery n ur partner decided 2 shot the cashier/manager/anybody or if someone u didnt know so well suddenly approached u in a menacing way or just if u were a child trying to get a parents attention n then just wat am i doing n y did it take me so long to realize what r u doing applies rlly well 2m rn i thought that was funny n i also thought like this is kinda masochistic i need to know how far she will go n i wanted to confirm that i am not safe here n i wanted her to be ashamed of her self n i thought if she gets violent with me maybe she will feel guilty enough to pay for my therapy n i rlly wanted my sister 2 answer me n this is so stupid but my mom did threaten me with violence n press a pillow against my face n applied too much pressure as if she wanted to suffocate me she also said she wanted me to live in a hesed house n b sexually molested i think i will have 2 pay for my own therapy